I wondered how I feel when the shoe did drop. My insides are in knots, but what is true me is: I Tried. I tried everything at my disposal. So, since my best wasn’t good enough, I guess forever got shorter. I’ll heal. Eventually. Today, the numbness is the coping mechanism I choose. It will help me to complete the tasks that I don’t get to defer. I tried. When I look back, it’s one of the things I never want to forget.
Ivy Out
Andonnia's Truth 